I have been terrified of butterflies and moths for as long as i can remember. My fear embarrasses me, it is illogical and cannot be explained. I dread summer, being outside just waiting to see a butterfly, i try to stay calm if there are people around. I have a reputation being a 'cold, hard, bitch' i can never let people know that i'm scared of something as harmless as a butterfly. One day i hope to be free, to be able to lie in the park on a hot summers day without seeming overly paranoid, looking around every five minutes. The only problem is i'm too scared to even try to overcome my fear.
- Amanda -